hello hello...
i'm pretty much speechless right now..i can't believe its all gonna come to an end in about 6 days time. the anticipation and the thrill. ending?.
i still can't grasp that fact. i know i've to do something.i've heard the advice time and over again( esp to mud,peter,penny,juhi& xj) if ur reading this.
i known u guys are sian telling me.the obvious action
but .i dunno what will happen. i hope i might gain the courage i've been lacking for a year now. i guess its now or never. really meh?.
i guess so. i'm still contemplating. i'll repost will results.

failure or defeat. or simply utter embaressment. i'll post. promise.