i have simply way too much to study and i know i'm falling furthur behind..every single day...
i know i have other commitments to stand by for now...which are the only things visible at the moment..lk multiple cca's ....and music lessons..
the rest are just a dusty blur at the back of my mind...pricking me with its existence..
yet i manage to do both...without selfdestructing...
i tell my self i have found the one thing that suddenly seems appealing to me..yet that assures me nothing..ABSOLUTELY FREKIN NOTHING!!!
i dunno complications arise....i fall into this graze...i keep my fingers crossed..i
still continue to come around just to waste my time with you..



well thats all there is..there isn't anymore...

OH HELLO
to absolutely anyone who actuallyu stops by to take a look at my thoughts..
man oh man...this week has been sOOO tiring...i practically have 3 trainings and 2 other mass pe's whow!..hahha..well at least i know i'll be some what ready for the up coming a div.
anyways....since i'm sooo busy running around school.man i really need to make up time to study for my lessons..oh crap practice the guitar for my music class too...sian...
hahha....but anyways...
speaking about the new members to cjc...my fellow j1's well aft one week i've more or less..made a mental caption of who is who..hahha..and its odd..how only these plp always turn up in front of me.haha...well all i can say is
"a warmest welcome"
anyways...for me...today i had like one of the best trainings ever...not so much the actual playing...of hockey la...but jus lepaking wif sammie...camille..rach..zhonghan..and xj...all the way till about 7 even though we ended like 5 plus..haha..so FUNNN!
well..i made a teriible mistake and left the attendance bk behind..oh mi god
well....i'll hope to get it back on mon...else i'm prepared to go beg that bernard-yong guy..forgiveneess...and replace it with a new one...HAH.scrrrreeeeeeeewwwwwwdddd



well...apart from that....sia la..peter koh...waa..the more u say it..the more i think perhaps u have a point...ahha..jus that this time...things seem easier..than the last one...but somehow..i feel that the person's nature..cannot make be changed and this would meet a dead wall eventually...and all i can say is
"while it lasted it was something"... : )

WELL...HI!

its been several days since school started as well as this jolly new yr..
haha...school..as usual is fun and crappy..omg..u should note the number of times i scream "BASSKET"...and burst out into laughter..its hilarious...well that states i'm simply amused..apart from that..its nice to see new faces in school..the new freshmen...with some familiar faces...juniors and friends...though i do teriibly miss being a junior to my seniors..hahha..its times like this i wished jc was 4 yrs long..hmmph...HAHA...well...cca fair's 2moro..so i hope that turns out fine...well..yeh...till then arios...x)