i have simply way too much to study and i know i'm falling furthur behind..every single day...
i know i have other commitments to stand by for now...which are the only things visible at the moment..lk multiple cca's ....and music lessons..
the rest are just a dusty blur at the back of my mind...pricking me with its existence..
yet i manage to do both...without selfdestructing...
i tell my self i have found the one thing that suddenly seems appealing to me..yet that assures me nothing..ABSOLUTELY FREKIN NOTHING!!!
i dunno complications arise....i fall into this graze...i keep my fingers crossed..i
still continue to come around just to waste my time with you..



well thats all there is..there isn't anymore...