this is sunny sanya!:).

Friday, November 30, 2007,

i'm getting frustrated ....really frustrated
now i'm starting to askmyself whether all of this was even worth all the trouble and pain i had to endure..oh come on are u that oblivious that u can't carry on from where i left things for u...i mean look here yeh i remember it all...a little too well..but then i and u both knoe what u did..u din ever have to mention it..and i absolutely appreciate it..but then leaving me hanging at the end of the thread...not cool!...honey...not cool at all!....

am i at wrong here?...well perhaps i am..well i dunno..maybe society made u soo perfect that..u don't have the guts to go out of ur path to complete something u started...welll i don't know..
i know i won't suffer this forever...but for now i shall..its almost like i want to since it gives me hope...

well let be god be the solution..and god told me that he would "fill my body with hope and that he will not let me decay"...i was super shocked he said that...but nevertheless i was extremely comforted by that..he also said..tat its not for me to know the times or dates..for things..well yeh that leaves me now....waiting..wating..and waiting.under the walnut tree...hahas...

3:12 PM

Sunday, November 25, 2007,

hi ... as compared to last week ..this week ain't so bad...hahahs..had myself quite busy as a matter of fact.well i'm too lazy to blog so i guess pics will do the trick :)

(class bbq@ pasir ris..was fantabulas..)

(@ orchard wif banu and i gotta admit..the xmas lights are beautiful)

(a statue near the venue of the acoustic guitar concert which i went for..that was good..)

(cam whoring after watching enchanted..loved it*)

1:36 PM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007,

hi blog..
well this song has the highest reply in my ipod..and has held that record for 3 months now..so that shall be my post :) haha
i can still remember when mud and i discovered it in the library...i was like..
"eigh mud hear this for a minute"..and aft he heard it he was like
"this song so freakin suits it all"..and i was like "yeh tell me abt it"...
ever since then..i've been driving my self crazy listening to it..hahaha yeh..
well...this is it...

Jesse McCartney Just So You Know Lyrics

I shouldn't love you, but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you, but I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feeling's takin' contro

lOf me and I can't help itI won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's gettin' hard toBe around you

Theres so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feeling's takin' control

Of me and I can't help it

I wont sit around

I can't let 'him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me

Im wondering why I've waited so long

Lookin' back I realize it was always there,

just never spoken

I'm waitin' hereBeen waitin' here

Just so you know

This feeling's takin' control

Of me and I can't help it

I wont sit aroundI can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

WhoaJust so you knowWhoaThought you should knowI've tried my best to let goOf you but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I goJust so you knowJust so you know

8:51 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007,

hello..plp who actually come by to read my blog..

this week is BORING...i'm telling as compared to last week...

training was BORING..And one of the worst ever..and ever thing i did was equally BORING ...AND THEN

i said hello to the newest love of my life...

my craftsman electric guitar and my high watt' line 6 ' amp....

its gorgeous...since its sound is so good..and the colour...rocks..since it all reddish orange...haha

my mom chose.it that explains why its red....else i would have chosen the electric blue..hahhas

nevetheless...THAANKS MOM...well not really since i'm now forced to help my dad at his office to pay-off for it..man..i should have accepted cash instead..but oh well...now u see why i love christmas....christmas blessings increase as the sacred holiday approaches...x)

now that i'm all go go ga ga..over it..i actually taught myself to play californication and seven nation army with the solo and all..all in tune with the original...FABULAS ..hahas..i'll keep going..till i'm a rock god..hell yeh..

wait lets recall wad jones named me....- A MUTT ROCKER..hahhas

-there's my sunshine to the my boorrringgg weeek x)

now what?..the wait is almost over....

11:57 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007,

yess...my week ended on the 11th hour of sunday..

why the hell am i soo busy.??

hahhas..oh well

"happy deepavali/diwali"

to those whom it concerns..esp..soni..banu and juhi.. mud..and dipan

appart from that....my deepavali was simply eating muruku ..more muruku..and more of that....

oh grreat..i got my chak the india dvd and that means banu..u can come to my house to watch it..

see i did keep my promise..

anyways....i spent 60% of my time running to and froth from church..since parish day celebrations were today inconjunction with the ever nearing christmas

had..that skt starter to learn...learn my chords for the P& W...session and my tabs for the youth item..which was not bad la...but i found the kids item funnier...though...we did do a rocking finale song....hahahs..and to top it off...slyvia ..jones..nishanth..and i were running aroound church cam whoring...away..it was damm funny...and jones insisted i looked like a " mutt rocker"

hahhas..i 'll take that as a compliment thankyou! x)

glad thats over....oh wait...i promised christopher..that i'll come carolling...that means i'll be frequently church..all the more...aaagh..tiring sia..

oh well..i'll do it ..in one condition...nishanth..gets a psp b4 then and allows me to play with it all night long on the bus...yeh...hahhahas...

arios..

"i wonder if know how easily you make me smile"....

12:31 AM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007,

with compliments to yesterday's post..x)

2:31 PM

Monday, November 05, 2007,

EH HI AGAIN... :)
jus had training earlier...in the morning..and i have to admit...it was like one the bestest training i've ever had...bloody fun drills...and the position of stricker..is G-L-A-M R-O-C-K!! i'm telling you...hahhas.with a 2-0 victory against th e other side..yehh..

~~-ccab does bring back cherishable memories...which i can't let go..~~

this brings me to my actual messag e for myself to ponder upon...

faith is not an easy thing

espcially went u reply so

heavily upon it..

things may seem positive

but before u know it...someone goes

"eh sanya..btw......"

and i'll be like..."yeh ok"

but inside...i'll be

god..is this a furthur test of my

faith or is it the harsh reality tht

i'm asking for too much?

am i?

afterall .thats said and done

..i demand

a aftermath...and this is where

faith comes back...

i remind myself...

"with the faith of a mustard seed..one can move the mountains"

and how

god makes a way esp when there seems none..

hmmm..yea..

eventully it all comes down to this

:( .it contradictsitself. :)

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3:35 PM

Nov. 2 , 2007: This is worth waking up for.
On Monday morning, Nov. 5th, anyone willing to step outside before dawn will see a fantastic display of stars and planets—and maybe a couple of spaceships, too.

The planets: Venus, Saturn and Mars.

Venus is the extravagantly luminous "star" hanging low in the east. You can’t miss it—especially because the crescent Moon is hanging nearby. The closely-spaced pair is as lovely as anything you will ever see in the heavens.

If you can, tear your eyes away from Venus and the Moon. Just above them hangs Saturn, a delicate yellow beauty that cries out for the attention of your telescope; even small 'scopes reveal Saturn's breathtaking rings. And above Saturn, almost directly overhead, shines Mars. It is bright, distinctly orange, and for reasons science cannot fully explain, a little hypnotic.

--SUNNY'S NASA PICKS X)

3:28 PM

Saturday, November 03, 2007,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!...
<3

3:32 PM

Friday, November 02, 2007,

salutations fellow beautiful people of the world

the HOLIDAYS are here and that feeling...u know that "enthu meets boredom" feeling which we felt right after the o's were over?...but oh well whats life without a pinch of studies...guitar hockey and friends...and who knows what else....

yea...anyways to celebrate thebeautiful night life ..banu and jalal and me went for dinner on thu...since jalal and i badly wanted to show banuton the wonderful" dehli restaurant" where we usually dine..i like the place...tucked away in one corner of lil india....with the gloomy north indian ambiance....whilst looking out...u can see the hustle and bustle of plp...walking around...

the place itself had jus and a whole lot of ang moh's swirling their wine glasses....and looking around...anyways...we did stuff ourselves...with 3 typesof naan..chicken.. fish..wahtever..hahas..worth the 30 min wait...and then walked around the indian expo..inconjuction with deepavali....which was still relatively deserted....but the lights were BEAUTIFUL i gott a admit..sorry dun have a pic to show yalll....

anyways...jalal treated us to icecream...ate that...went off to drop banu///b4 heading home..wif jalal..uh huh yeh...well thats abt it....

oh well...

i shall try not to come online too often ...jus not in the mood

well then .. i'll blog pretty often...since that seems productive to me...i've way to much to say...

arios

9:45 AM

"Underneath the walnut tree,
Where you said you'd wait for me,

And I waited a long, long time
I waited a long, long time,

Why, why do I come here?
Seeking out the memories I hold in,
'Cause you put your spell on me,
Made me live in memory,
And im frozen in just the wrong time"

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9:38 AM