hello hello hello.....i do realise that i do a hell lot of stupid or "gutsy" things...yet somehow they don't seem that bad in some perspectives....and how i wish what penny proclaims..is true..that, at the most u would just go.."hahhas..how cute"...in ur mind..and let it pass...as times...tries its best to rush past this invisible yet inevitable bond..oh well...i have faith...and these words from don moen's song seems to run in and out of my thoughts frequently

"god will make a way
when there seems to be no way
he works in ways u cannot see
he will make a way for you"


ha ha...i'm feeling better already...apart from that..my weekend is dull...and thats just the way i like it...spent my morning completing my integration tutorial...and understanding that new interals chapx...with no avail of course...
so i went down to suntec as usual on sats for music class..and everything seemed just so pre-planned..and un-unexpected...the freezing temperatures of suntec...the dimmmed orange lights..outside the music school.....the buzzing batman anthem from the batmobile(a child's ride..game thingy)..the dull music clef receptioninst...and 1/2 hr..of blues..tab reading..during class...welll like said..everything was soo...un-unexpected...went home...lazed..did maths..again with no avail...and then...so i started on my grp Op video instead..its looks good....more like some"emo gray's anatony" ad..but what the hell...i'm positive it would reach to the masses...
am doing i&r now....
oh well sunday...is not gonna present me a colossal amt of excitement either..daddy's not well so my entire family...decided to ponn church..hahhahasfunny sia
instead...i've to go queenway..mall wif penny to get some work done for the op presentation...jus to make this unglam group of mine...jus a lil more classy..HAHX..
and tamil tuition in the aft as well....sanya wans a b /a for tamil.....hence i will attempt it

watch me watch..you... x)