Thursday, December 16, 2004,
yester dai was a bad bad dai..i mean it..i was a mustafa center buying flour 4 my mom ...well she jus gave me $1 and dissappeared sum where else...but the flour was $2 ...i oni realised at the counter..the ladi started to shout at me in tamil...i was lik liao..i told her to wait and i ran off to find my mom...i got the other dollar and ran up.. by then she was attending sum1 else...i tld her tat i came 1st but she continued to scream at me...saing tat she is busy wit sum1 else...so u r wndering wads the big deal...i was mad at her and i slowly looked up....out of the blue my church fren and his whole family were standing at the same queque...where o n earth did they apear 4rm...u hav no idea how stupid i felt.....i still feel lik crying when i tink abt it...he jus stod there and stared at me....nooooooooooo!!!i feel lik an idiot..but i du care!!1rite?...well i neva used 2 care but suddenly it it matters sooomuch...but nevamind wad the hell....hope he found it amusing in stead.....i jus hope....booo..christmas is around the corner and i cun wait...jus 9 dais left.....more depressing news shivani invited me 2 her new yr party...and i so wanna go...i go do...but itis on the eve of new yr...and i hav 2 go to church tat dai 4 e midnight service......i fell sooo bad...i alwais keep bailing on her..1st the 'after sunset" moviethen now....why am i soo unlucky...i am lik free evri dai ....and wen i actually hav sumting it cLASHES WIT where i wanna go out wit her....mommy..i wanna go!!i wanna go!! i wanna go!.....*damm lifee ain't good*
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